meri Zindagi aur haqiqat

Ye zindagi hawa ke chand jhokon se,
kitabi panno ki tarah palti ja rahi ha!
dhundhlate hue harfon ko ab padhne me,
mujhe dikkat si aa rahi hai!

Shayad har panne me sirf tera hi chehra nazar aata hai,
un pannoN me zikr hai kya,
ye hawa mujhse woh haqiqat chhupa rahi hai!

kisi bhi raaste par mai jaun,
peechhe se ik khamoshi mujhe awaaz de bula rahi hai!
har mod, har raasta, har gali koocha gandagi se bhara lagta hai ab,
jahan mai apne mann ko chhor aau, aisi koi jagah mujhe na mil pa rahi hai!

kisse kahuN, kya kahuN, ab ye baat andar na rakhi ja rahi hai,
Bol doon tujhse ya ke khamosh rahuN, ab ye uljhan mujhe sata rahi hai!

Ajnabee_mai

Kal raat ik khwaab se jab meri neend tooti,
adhkhuli aankhon me kuchh mayusi si nazar aa rahi thi!

aaine me khud ko dekha,
to ik ajnabee shakl mujhe dekh muskura rahi thi,
Ghaur se dekha to woh shakl,
mujhse kuchh jaane-pahchaane se sawalaat kiye ja rahi thi!

maine koshish ki aaine ke aur bhi qareeb jaane ki,
par woh shakl mujhse aur bhi door chali ja rahi thi!

kya chahta hoon.....mai kyon chahta hoon !!

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Kya chahta hoon, mai kyon chahta hoon;
is duniya me kab mai panaah chahta hoon!
tu khamosh kyon hai, bata mujhko ye ab;
teri khamoshi ki ik wajah chahta hoon!

Kyon mayusi hai dkhti, kyon sannata chhaya;
tere lafzon ki ik hawa chahta hoon!
mai aisa hi tha, ya beemaar hoon ab;
tere haathoN se kuchh dawa chahta hoon!

Mai zinda hoon ya bas baitha hoon yuNhi;
tere palkoN ki ik chhuan chahta hoon!
tu bolegi mujhse, mai sunta rahunga!
tere chehre ki bas jhalak chahta hoon!

Mai baitha hoon chupa sa, hoon bilkul ruka sa;
ye kya hai aur kyon hai, ye jaan-na bhi ab mai kahan chahta hoon!
tu mujhse hai khoyi, ya mai tujhme khoya;
mai paana bhi ab kuchh kahan chahta hoon!

Hai raahoN me ab gaddhe-patthar hi dikhte;
mai thokar ka ab na maza chahta hoon!
mai zinda hoon shayad, par saanse hain atki;
hai ghalti ye meri, to saza chahta hoon!

Hain palke ye bojhal, ya hoon neend me ab;
mai jagna bhi ab kab-kahan chahta hoon!
jo ghalti ki maine, hui bhool mujhse;
un baatoN ki ab mai kaza chahta hoon!

Qadam bhi thake se, safar bhi hai tanha;
mai chalne ko ab kahan hamsafar chahta hoon!

My childhood memories

ek samay tha jab mai chhota tha
tab raat bekhabar sota tha
sapne hote the shakkar se
gud se bhi meetha rota tha
na khabar thi mujhko duniya ki
na jhooth se hi koi naata tha
aankhen bhi itni sachchi thi
ki achchha har ek dikhta tha
jab khela karta galiyon me
gilli-danda tab seekha tha
lattu tha nachaata haathon me
aur patang ki dor bhi kheencha tha
khela karte jab kho-kho the
sarpat mai bhaaga karta tha
uth-ta tha subah mai tadke se
chidiyon ki chahak me khota tha
mutthi bhar chaawal le ja kar
khaane ko unko deta tha
paana-khona na hota tha
us pal me hi bas jeeta tha
jab mummy daanta karti thi
aankhon ko mal ke rota tha
hote the padosi apno se
ghar apna woh bhi hota tha
aata tha jab tyohar naya
naye kapde dekh chahakta tha
milta tha rupaya ek jahan
khush toffi le kar hota tha

ek samay aya jab bada hua
apne pairon pe khada hua
ab neend ud chuki aankhon se
dikh gaya hai duniya ka toofaa..n
kho gaya hoon mai bhi toofa...n me
na dard raha ab koi bhi
chup dekh raha mai registaa...n
jannat hai nahi ab aankhon me.

SMS ki maya

intern ka tha din pahla mentor se mil kar aaya
enter kartre hi woh muskuraya mujhe apna visiting card thamaya
diya apna blackberry aur mujhse mera no. usme feed karwaya
boring lecture ki tarah usne mujhe project samjhaya
aya DCS cabin me bagal waale ko dekh muskuraya
tabhi peon ne filon ka dher mere table par tapkaya
files kholi hi thi ki mentor ka sms aaya
'read the files carefully' aur last me :) smiley tha banaya
mai hua shocked bagal waale se poochha ye kya hai bhaya
no email only sms, mentor ne internet nahi lagwaya?
woh bola are nahi mentor ne internet ka paisa hai bachaya
unlimited free sms pack jo hai dalwaya
sms bhej bhej kar yahan sabka sar hai usne khaya
tabhi mentor ka sms joke aaya jo samajh kisi ko na aaya
mentor tha sardar aur sard-jokes ne tha use sataya
isiliye us par bhi jokes bhejne ka bhoot tha chhaya
aaye itne sms ki memory card full hone ko aaya
deletion process ne bhi mobile ka band bajaya
atak atak kar usne bhi apni marmic gatha sunaya
sagem kya nokia kya battery ki samapt ho jaye is tarah maaya
wah re insaan teri maya mobile to theek ye sms kahen banaya
ab mera matha garmaya mentor ko sabak sikhane ka vichaar aaya
maine bhi unlimited free sms pack dalwaya
8-8 page ka sms bhej mentor ko khoob sataya
turant hi usne sms pack deactivate karaya
aur office me "SMS PRAYOG NISHEDH" ka board lagwaya
bola ki oopar se mujhe aadesh hai aaya
ye sun kar mai chain ki saans le paaya
dhanya ho sms maharaj akhir sms ne hi sms ko haraya

mera Desh

hum bhi khaye tum bhi khao
aao sab mil- jul kar khaye.
adhikari ya neta ho chahe shikchha deta ho
bhar bhar khate hain ye sab
jaise pet nahi gubbara ho

iski chheeno uski chheeno
chheen ke 2-2 bangle lelo.
rishwat hai bhagya ki rekha
ye sab hi bachpan se dekha.

swiss bank me account banana hai
globalisation jo badhana hai
paper to leak karana hai
literacy rate jo badhana hai.

jansankhya ka rela hai
bhrashtachaar ka mela hai
ghuse pade sab bheed me
bhara hua har thela hai.

rishton ki dor nahi dikhti
paise ne sabko leela hai
aankhon se ashru nahi dikhte
har chehra dekho peela hai.

janta bhi dekho pagal hai
in sabka screw dheela hai
aankhen to kabhi nahi kholi
bas aise hi inhe jeena hai.


dharm aur jaati par lado maro
suna har ghar ka zeena hai
choos lo utna chahe jitna
ye desh nahi pepsi-cola hai

baant-baant sab lelo isko
ye to poodi-chhola hai.

chhodo tum is pachde ko
ye ek bada jhamela hai
sapno se aankhen khol ke dekho
baitha ek naya savera hai.

pata nahi 2020 ka par
naya beej tumhe hi bona hai.

fauji

ghar aane ko jee chahe ab yaad tumhari aati hai
karwat le raatein kat-ti hain aur din bhi yoon hi dhalta hai
colonel se kitni baar kaha par chhutti na mil paati hai
har baar mai koshish karta hoon par jung nahi ruk paati hai
hai chahoon or bas barf hi barf murat si teri dikhti hai
ye parvat bhi hai dost mera maine bola ghar mere tu jhaank zara
bola mujhse tu dikhti hai mere intezaar me lagti hai
sarhad par jab bhi goli chalti tu chaunk ke ghabra jaati hai
chinta tu bilkul kiya na kar haathon me mere bhi gun hai
goli to chhoti lagti hai use jhel jaaun itna dum hai
bomb se bhi ab kya darna hai ab ye bhi hua khilona hai
kal thi meri bandook tani dushman ka seena tha us par
abhi triger tha na mai daba saka. bola woh mujhse maaf kar
abhi bachche mere chhote hain patni bhi rahein takti hai
teri yaad ne mujhe jhanjhod diya tab maine usko chhod diya.
tha dhokha usne diya mujhe gun poori mujh par jhonk diya.
ye saanse meri hain antim tujhse vidaai ab leta hoon
afsos nahi hai marne ka bas tujhse na mil pane ka gham hai